To be honest, I'm tired, ashamed, confused, frustrated, but mostly sad.
Im tired of the useless feeling I get after I go voting for a left wing party, that supports in the ideas of one country for both nations, or 2 country's for two nation.
And then watching my vote goes to hell, and another idiot or the same freaking racist fasict is being elected again.
I'm ashamed, being a part of this nation called Israel, I'm ashamed to be related to other Israelis. I'm ashamed to be a civilian of a county who has the need to occupy other people as a kindergarten bully.
I'm sad and afraid of other Israelis rather more than I'm afraid from that messed up kid who would stab me eventually with a screwdriver or a kitchen knife.
Im sad that I'm the minority in my opinions. And the majority loves to call us traitors and even chase us down when we are protesting outside or inside tel aviv. Sometimes using awful violence. Even though the police is there sometimes.
The majority in Israel don't think as I do.
The media on both sides is shit. As any other media.
I just want to live, I just want to sleep without having nightmares.
I just want to feel safe.
I just want to have the ability to grow my kids in a place where they could walk safely anywhere they wish.
I'm afraid to go home. Because of both the Israeli public and the terrorists attacks.
I'm sad for myself and for all the ignorant people on both sides.
I'm tired of this.
I wont live there for long.
It is not my fault that I was born here.
I know how hard it is just standing by, but it's not something one can change, maybe only in this small space or environment. For example my mom is orthodox jew, as a result she's racist, my grandmother is zionist, which mean she's ignorantly racist. It is way bigger than me or you, it's literally millions of people on each side, being racist and ignorant, and deceived by their leaders.
NO NATIONS, NO BORDERS, JUST PEOPLE
anonymous Palestinian.
Im tired of the useless feeling I get after I go voting for a left wing party, that supports in the ideas of one country for both nations, or 2 country's for two nation.
And then watching my vote goes to hell, and another idiot or the same freaking racist fasict is being elected again.
I'm ashamed, being a part of this nation called Israel, I'm ashamed to be related to other Israelis. I'm ashamed to be a civilian of a county who has the need to occupy other people as a kindergarten bully.
I'm sad and afraid of other Israelis rather more than I'm afraid from that messed up kid who would stab me eventually with a screwdriver or a kitchen knife.
Im sad that I'm the minority in my opinions. And the majority loves to call us traitors and even chase us down when we are protesting outside or inside tel aviv. Sometimes using awful violence. Even though the police is there sometimes.
The majority in Israel don't think as I do.
The media on both sides is shit. As any other media.
I just want to live, I just want to sleep without having nightmares.
I just want to feel safe.
I just want to have the ability to grow my kids in a place where they could walk safely anywhere they wish.
I'm afraid to go home. Because of both the Israeli public and the terrorists attacks.
I'm sad for myself and for all the ignorant people on both sides.
I'm tired of this.
I wont live there for long.
It is not my fault that I was born here.
I know how hard it is just standing by, but it's not something one can change, maybe only in this small space or environment. For example my mom is orthodox jew, as a result she's racist, my grandmother is zionist, which mean she's ignorantly racist. It is way bigger than me or you, it's literally millions of people on each side, being racist and ignorant, and deceived by their leaders.
NO NATIONS, NO BORDERS, JUST PEOPLE
anonymous Palestinian.
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