Our worthy world

To be honest, I'm tired, ashamed, confused, frustrated, but mostly sad. Im tired of the useless feeling I get after I go voting for a left wing party, that supports in the ideas of one country for both nations, or 2 country's for two nation. And then watching my vote goes to hell, and another idiot or the same freaking racist fasict is being elected again. I'm ashamed, being a part of this nation called Israel, I'm ashamed to be related to other Israelis. I'm ashamed to be a civilian of a county who has the need to occupy other people as a kindergarten bully. I'm sad and afraid of other Israelis rather more than I'm afraid from that messed up kid who would stab me eventually with a screwdriver or a kitchen knife. Im sad that I'm the minority in my opinions. And the majority loves to call us traitors and even chase us down when we are protesting outside or inside tel aviv. Sometimes using awful violence. Even though the police is there sometimes. ...

noting makes more more sad than seeing people post about how boring, shit or how unhappy they are with their lives I'm sorry but twitter or Facebook cannot and will not change that for you I've suffered heavily myself but I wouldn't let everyone know how sad i am so that they re-tweet or like it and so that you can be reminded of it everyday or even if it just said "I really wish my life was more exciting" well pardon me but bloody change it if you're not satisfied then the last thing you should do is make a lifestyle on that and if you are reading this and your angry then is probably because you know im right like who would settle for that life style we all know where it leads...and its only going get harder to more you get used to the illness i hit the bottom which is why i changed my outlook and my entire lifestyle to fit my needs i was working at a burger king service station and thinking about going to play on the M1 on my break until i woke up quit my de...

Why are we always surrounded by hate and arguments we weren't born with hate it's something we've learnt and it's become a part of our  everyday lives I understand hate for things we can't change like death and loss but I don't understand why we hate other people's views, we only ever respect out veiws and make sure we get our points acrooss but we don't respect others veiws, we need to take others people life's in to consideration and their choices they make thier own choices and yes we may disagree but there is no need to hate them for something they believe in, I used to class myself as a Christian up to 2 years ago when I felt I was being a hypocrite, now I just believe in beliefs I believe in the power of choice and agreement. We have to learn to get along with equals more and more in life or we will be surrounded by hate and disappointment our whole life and I for one will not surrender to that, everything happens for a reason so why not let it...

Today I was sat on the bus home and I remembered when I was around 17-18 (3-4 Years ago) and u was sat next to and old man seemed to be in his late 70's a kinda crooked average height well weathered guy and he handed me a £1 coin and said he'd carried it around for years, it did looked pretty old anyway he asked me to look after it for him and I was confused so I asked him why he wanted me to do that and he said something Among the lines of "because I've carried around too long and I know you'll get it back to me" but I was young and I didn't understand the world as I do know and I spent it a week later but maybe he knew I was going to do it anyway. Part of me thinks he knew the coin all too well like he knew where I'd spend it and that's how the coin would get back to him ? Or maybe he'll never see it again and hold it the way he did, the point I'm making here is that if you've lost something/someone Thats meant to be with you then jus...

What really is love?, where did it come from, and why is it the only thing we find hard to find? Is it because it's not actually real but something we perceive to be so real we base our beliefs and lives on it. We spend a lot of our time talking about things we love doing and more time thinking about the people we love, it can fuck you up for good though, something we made up that isn't a physical thing or anything for that matter can hurt more than anything in the world and the pain can last a lifetime but it's also the best feeling in them world, being with the ones you love the most it's a euphoric felling it almost runs your life for you because how great you feel and the things you get from it are not things you can hold but will forever feel. It makes time go as fast as lightening and can also stop time it's not something we fully understand yet, some people take advantage of it and use it selfishly to get what the want but the d Can't love the p...

Why do we follow into the footsteps of disaster? We see clearly the mess the generation before us made and we are blindly finishing their work as they did for the generation before them but I cannot agree to let the next generation follow us it's too late for us were already moving into the house built on the sand, I wouldn't want my children accepting a life I want them to create one made on their own choice making a difference I want them to finish my idea of a more  appreciated world and a more stable society and hopefully a more understanding peaceful way of accepting the people around us/them, All we have now is time, time to figure out a solution to this plastic man made false world we live in we've been brought up on lie after lie and it's got us absolutely nowhere near to a solution we don't know the question to, my mother always taught me the truth is always better than s lie because a lie is not the answer and you can't sort out the problem with the wr...

Is there such a thing as fate?, I'd like to believe so but why is fate for people to walk in and out of our life? Is it meant to be a lesson to us to stay strong as this kinda thing will happen from time to time or that we need to try harder to keep people around?, or even a lesson for them ? But there has to be a reason, right? I guess it comes down to compatibility " not my cuppa tea " which I don't find fair personally. Let's say we we're in a crisis and there is only you and one person and you need to work together or else you can't get out of it but you both disagree on each other's idea the logical thing to do and you'll do this without even knowing is to find a compromise you'll have your disagreement but the agreement are what count they got out and you formed a small bond with the person why can't we all be like this why can we not learn to live peacefully with other races ,religions and beliefs, The forces I give my full respect t...

I never knew how beautiful the world was until I became depressed and d epression taught me a lot about life and death. Life taught me a lot about death but more importantly death taught me a lot more about living.

Do you wish you were born in another country or lived your life a different way? Do you ever just sit and ask yourself why you did the things you regret and now you you have to "get on your life" ? If you feel that way well your first mistake is "getting on with your life" don't accept the defeat no matter who you are what you did don't just get on with life make your life worth living, for example if you don't like something about you then change it who's stopping you ? Maybe there's somewhere you always wanted to go you just never got the chance ? The chance never ends you just do what you need to do to get yourself there, this isn't me telling you what to do or who to be because we a re all free because this is how I choose to live my life by offering guidance to other people helping you to see our amazing planet from a new beautiful free light grow your hair cut it due shave it change your name or don't be who you want to be not someb...

The real hunger games By Joe Micheal pine So it come to my attention today that the Tory leader wants the NHS to have mentally ill sufferers to be wearing a wrist band I personally think that's wrong it to atolls breaks the whole dos for patient silence which we all respect, I know what you may think right now "just because the patients will be wearing a band that doesn't mean we know why you have it" but to me that's even worse it but all of us into a group sectioned off from the public, where exactly is the equality in that I think this use needs to be put away in a safe with no combination where it shall stay the same way we feel about what society is doing against us, we have no combination to be safe and that's how it's going to stay, unless we do something about really equality for our future generations this generation is ruined it's too late to save it but that's not the point we can't let our life's be run by privatly educated ...