To be honest, I'm tired, ashamed, confused, frustrated, but mostly sad. Im tired of the useless feeling I get after I go voting for a left wing party, that supports in the ideas of one country for both nations, or 2 country's for two nation. And then watching my vote goes to hell, and another idiot or the same freaking racist fasict is being elected again. I'm ashamed, being a part of this nation called Israel, I'm ashamed to be related to other Israelis. I'm ashamed to be a civilian of a county who has the need to occupy other people as a kindergarten bully. I'm sad and afraid of other Israelis rather more than I'm afraid from that messed up kid who would stab me eventually with a screwdriver or a kitchen knife. Im sad that I'm the minority in my opinions. And the majority loves to call us traitors and even chase us down when we are protesting outside or inside tel aviv. Sometimes using awful violence. Even though the police is there sometimes. ...
noting makes more more sad than seeing people post about how boring, shit or how unhappy they are with their lives I'm sorry but twitter or Facebook cannot and will not change that for you I've suffered heavily myself but I wouldn't let everyone know how sad i am so that they re-tweet or like it and so that you can be reminded of it everyday or even if it just said "I really wish my life was more exciting" well pardon me but bloody change it if you're not satisfied then the last thing you should do is make a lifestyle on that and if you are reading this and your angry then is probably because you know im right like who would settle for that life style we all know where it leads...and its only going get harder to more you get used to the illness i hit the bottom which is why i changed my outlook and my entire lifestyle to fit my needs i was working at a burger king service station and thinking about going to play on the M1 on my break until i woke up quit my de...